Sorry to be so out of touch lately. So here is an update along with some pics. If you are close with me you know what has gone on recently but for those of you who don't I thought I's blog. I am really struggling lately as some of you know. I am now jobless due to some unfortunate circumstances and a little scarred. This kind of thing has hapenned before but one never gets used to being treated like dirt or told mean things. Words hurt! I have decided the nursing profession is one with a lot of Type A personalities. I am not one of them. A lot of people like to be on a power trip. I chose to be a nurse for the compassion I have and so I could help people. Right now I am wanting to give up my nursing and not sure if I want to do it any longer. I could also watch kids in my home. Oh how I would love to stay home. One catch - one hour as a nurse equals a whole day of babysitting one child. Hmmmm. I also recently lost my wedding ring. I am sooo sad about this. It flew off my finger while driving so I knew it was in the car. But after searching the car high and low and not finding it we finally got out at the football game. Then I was sure it was in the grass. We waited until everyone went home so I could shine the lights in the grass but still nothing. After a sleepless night I woke up just as the sun was coming up to go look again in the daylight but - you guessed it - it is gone. So sad.

The kids are getting so old and growing so much. Jared just finished another season of football and is almost as tall as his mom. Jayden continues to love gymnastics. Kate just started gymnastics and is enjoying preschool taught by some friends mom's. Christian is on the move. He has also discovered this terrible scream. I know it is his only way to communicate but man is it loud! He does it randomly and it doesn't necessarily even mean he is even mad. Now I know why old people are deaf.

So that is it for lately. Any feedback on what I should do now is appreciated.